Stefani Huang and her days

I hate

2010-10-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

sometimes I hate what i see today , maybe I can't say sometimes , but I always hate it, it is just because i have a bad moment with it , how can I forget it? I feel so down ...

everytime i see........

sorry I can't tell everything to you bloggie

maybe I can't trust what the name of TRUE FRIENDS because it is not existed , there are nobody wanna done too much to you , believe me

only your own mom would like to do that

she even dare to bet with her own life , just for make me born to this world

I will always love u mom

pleasure

2010-10-10T02:39:00.001-07:00

spectacular fashion for winter :)

from D&G

and few wedding gown that I like :)

maybe I wish I can wear it at my special day , the first and the last for forever it means of W E D D I N G

this is my favorite

I love the expression from the model , the colour of the wedding dress , someday I can wear it , I believe it will happens :)

after that , having a pair of wedding ring for me and somebody in the future :)

having a family with a lovely kids

and that's my dream

LONELY

2010-09-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

well

for this day start to pass this loneliness

without bb on from blackberry

I feel useless if I keep bb on-ing , I think it is just make me have a much problem with the other

that's all

光 - BREAKERZ

2010-09-13T00:37:00.001-07:00

actually I love this song

and it makes me love Japanese song , here's the video and the lyric :D

ROMAJI LYRIC

Terashitekureta hikari
Kondo wa boku ga terasukara
Owarinaki ai wo kimi ni sasagou

Zutto aruitekita kono michi
Furikaereba ano hi no boku
Nasakenakute tayorinaikeredo
Hitomidake wa itsumo asu wo mitsumeteta

Wazukana kibou no hikari sae mienakute samayou hibi mo
Mudajyanai nanimo machigainjyanai
Kakegaeno nai kiseki wo ima boku wa koushite aruiteru
Yumejyanaiyo
Mabayui hikaru no sasu basho ni boku wa iru

Donna ni kujike souna toki mo
Kimi ga soba ni itekuretane
"Daijoubu" kimi no hitokoto de
Boku wa nando demo mata aruki daseta

Kimi ga terashitekureta hikari kondo wa boku ga terasukara
Kono koe to kono hitomi de kitto
Yasashii nukumori wo kanjita tomoshibi nidoto tayasanai youni itsudatte
Towa no chikai subete kimi ni sasagukara

Michitewa kakeru tsuki no youni mata kurayami ni otosaretemo
Nando datte tachimukaeba iisa donna toki mo wasurenaide
Mata hi wa noborukara

Donna ni hanareteitemo kimi no koto wo omotteirukara
Kimi wo aishiteirukara zutto

Kimi ga terashitekureta hikari kondo wa boku ga terasukara
Kono koe to kono hitomi de motto
Kakegaeno nai kiseki wo ima bokura tomo ni aruiteru
Yume ni mita hikari no sasu basho de
Bokura wa mada tabi no tochuu kimi no yume boku no yume kasanete mirai e
Towa no ai wo katari tsuide
Boku to kimi no monogatari wa tsuzuku owarinaki SUTE-JI e

La la la...

Hikari sasu basho e

La la la...

Hikari sasu basho e

La la la...

KANJI LYRIC

照らしてくれた光
今度は僕が照らすから
終わりなき愛を君に捧ごう

ずっと歩いてきた　この道
振り返れば　あの日の僕
情けなくて頼りないけれど
瞳だけはいつも　明日をみつめてた

僅かな希望の光さえ見えなくて彷徨う日々も
無駄じゃない　何も間違いじゃない
かけがえのない軌跡を今僕はこうして歩いてる
夢じゃないよ
目映い光の射す　場所に僕はいる

どんなに挫けそうな時も
君がそばにいてくれたね
「大丈夫」　君のひと言で
僕は何度でも　また歩き出せた

君が照らしてくれた光　今度は僕が照らすから
この声と　この瞳できっと
優しい温もりを感じた　灯火　二度と絶やさないように　いつだって
永遠の誓いすべて　君に捧ぐから

満ちては欠ける月のように　また暗闇に堕とされても
何度だって立ち向かえばいいさ　どんな時も忘れないで
また陽は昇るから

どんなに離れていても　君のことを想っているから
君を愛しているから　ずっと

君が照らしてくれた光　今度は僕が照らすから
この声と　この瞳でもっと
かけがえのない軌跡を今僕ら一緒(とも)に歩いてる
夢に見た　光の射す場所で
僕らはまだ旅の途中　君の夢　僕の夢　重ねて未来へ
永遠の愛を語り継いで
僕と君の物語は続く　終わりなきステージヘ

ラララ...

光射す場所へ

ラララ...

光射す場所へ

ラララ...

the english lyric :)

The light that has shone for me
This time I will shine
I pledge my never-ending love to you

This street I have always walked on
If I could just return to how I was that day
But I am pitifully dependent
Always fixed on next day with just my eyes

Seeing not even the light of the merest hope I wander through the days
It isn’t useless There is no mistake
Right now I am walking, somehow, on wagon tracks
It isn’t a dream!
The shine of dazzling light I am in this place

No matter how disparaging a time
You are beside me, right?
Just telling me “It’s alright”
I have moved forward again so many times

The light that has shone for me This time I will shine
With this voice With these eyes Definitely
I feel the gentle warmth The stop this illumination from burning out, twice, whenever
The reverberation of eternity Everything I will pledge to you

Like the moon, waxing and waning Even lapsing again into darkness
No matter how many times, if we face it No matter when don’t forget
Because again the sun will rise

No matter the distance I will be thinking of you
Because I love you For ever

The light that has shone for me This time I will shine
With this voice In this darkness, even more
On tracks now we are walking together
I saw it in a dream In a place where light shines
We are again half-way there Your Dream My Dream Once more to the future
Talking about our immortal love
Your story with me continues Onward to a never-ending stage

Lalala…

To the place where light shines

Lalala…

To the place where light shines

Lalala…

oops

2010-09-13T00:25:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie :)

nahh

I wanna tell you somethin

I feel sorry to my friend Katherine

and I hope she will give me sorry

I'm sorry sista

I didn't mean to hurt you :( damn sorry to you..

thats all for today , I hope she will forgive me

super holiday

2010-09-08T10:25:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie :)

sorry for not writing on you for a long time.....

well as you see, I'm quite busy on my day , on my diet , fiuhh..

hahahhaha

now, I'm gonna having my Holiday

and I'm buying a new shoes , a new high HEELS :D

until my mom said " are you joining the Muslim celebration?" and I said " yes"

and my mom keep saying that my shoes is too many , and I kept buy and buy

cause I'm a high heels holic , so i damn love to wear high heels above 10 cm , not less than that , I won't buy it if less than 10 cm actually

well..

last week I'm attending SMC meeting , and I hope I still could learn something here, because I pretend modelling is for fun , and not too addicted on it to much

Modelling is a glamour world , so I must be careful

that's all twitter , I'm quite sleepy today ,

good nite

sleep tite

mwachh

the man who can't be moved

2010-08-20T03:40:00.000-07:00

Hello Bloggie :)

well

I just wanna write about my favorite song

it is very touching song :)

now you can hear it from the autoplay music in my blog

the title is:

THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I’m not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don’t understand,
I’m not…broke I’m just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I’m still in love with you…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’ll come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Policeman says son you can’t stay here,
I said there’s someone I’m waiting for if it’s a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who’s waiting on a girl…
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world…
Hmmmm

and maybe I’ll get famous as man who can’t be moved,
And maybe you won’t mean to but you’ll see me on the news,
And you’ll come running to the corner…
Cos you’ll know it’s just for you

I’m the man who can’t be moved
I’m the man who can’t be moved…

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I’m not gonna move.

and here's few pics that catch my mind , and I love the pictures :)

who is your man?

2010-08-20T03:38:00.001-07:00

honestly I'm still don't know who is my man :) because I have't found the truly man , I just found a boy , not a man

Ask me anything

truly in love

2010-08-17T03:38:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie

now I'm inspired to make my her look curly , what do you think bloggie? :)

hahahhahaha

seems it looks interesting

but..

*sigh*

my hair is not enough long to do it

if I curly my hair

I will look like an auntie , not like a teen :(

ohh poor me :(

anyway , youtube give me a lot of inspiration of make up XD
it teach me how to create smoky eyes make up :)

well , I know , I'm not really good at it

but I wish I can be like a make up artist ....

and I almost forgot , tomorrow I have a mathematics test , about exponent , roots , and logarithm,

and I'm guarantee I will not pass the testn

ok :) , thats all for today

see you later

muachh..

Truly Inspired

2010-08-15T23:11:00.000-07:00

Bloggie

I wonder

which majority will I choose

SCIENCE OR SOCIAL??

well

each of them I have a weakness part :(

in Science majority , I feel hard to study physics :(

in Social majority , I feel hard to study geography

I'm STRESS ....

sometimes I wanna move

but this school too much memory , from the worst memory till the best one :)

will I stay? or move? :)

but I wanna graduate from this school

because I tink thia school is the best one

and I hope I can stay till the graduation come :)

and I still feel hard too choose between social or science

maybe the mid test will show , and which one is more suitable for me

That's all for today

Love you

Mwachh

Senior High School damn sick

2010-08-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

Bloggie

actually I can't stand study at Sutomo school.. :(

their senior high school for the first year is too hard to pass

I don't know whether I can pass the exam or not

Today

I'm failed in sociology lesson

this is my fault, I'm not serious study sociology :(

and I'm too focus in economics

and I promise , next time I will study harder for test...

does anybody know at which shop sells Hello Kitty cooking utensils ??

I bet I will feel more supported if I have all of the utensils :)

and something looks funny in this picture , HELLO KITTY BEERS

sounds silly , when I see this picture

and I hope , when I have a free time , maybe I can try make this cooking with a creativity of hello kitty

That's all for today

tomorrow I got a lot of tuition

start from 8.am until 12.pm??
oh my , how silly it is? --"

Rainy

2010-08-13T02:04:00.000-07:00

Fiuhhh

why this two days filled with a heavy rains??

I hate it honestly , it makes me couldn't out from my house for refreshing , DAMN

and I hate my school test with English question

the question seems to complicated and I'm so hard to understand it...

and I hope I don't make my teacher disappointed , because this is his first career for teaching tuition

so wish me luck

and I hope I can do better in tomorrow test

actually I found a funny pic here
there is some student crazily wit Indonesian Music Band ,and make his test answer by the name of the band , what a silly

sounds crazy right? I wonder , whoever done this on his/her test , maybe should check to the psychiatric

that's all for today , see you next time

TEST

2010-08-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO BLOGGIE :)

sorry for never posting on you

it is because the damn modem , make my internet connection shut down , so I can't connect my internet

so from now , I promised to post on you as often as possible

its that ok bloggie?? :)

well

as you see

last time I post you

I'm still in junior high school , and still wearing my ugly duckie bluey skirtt

but now

I DAMN LOVE my grey skirt

actually I love myself when I'm wearing a high school uniform , because my face look older , when I'm wearing my daily casual clothes

and maybe it will be hard for me to often post on you

because there is a lot of test waiting for me

and I like a dolls in the cake :)

and I reallly in love with this shoes , but I have to wait to go at Singapore , to find a shoes like this

that's all for today , see you next time

lazy by time to time for posting

2010-06-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie

long time no see *again*

I always said that for my post

because problems always make me lazy to post u

and because I got blackberry cellphones that make me busy to online using lappie

make me even lazy to posting

whew

sorry bloggie

and because my gym daily activity , and I'm to tired for online

Ok that's all for today

sorry for a little postingg

xoxo

life is flat

2010-04-07T07:42:00.000-07:00

too much problem for me now

I don't care what others said

I think love is bullshit now

love never bring me happiness

love just make me hurt

I feel I'm so tragic now

I don't care...

I hate myself

whatever they said , I will always love him

damn STress

2010-02-21T01:24:00.000-08:00

yeah

damn badmood for now

lot of problem coming

feelings ruined by someone

you know how I'm feeling now bloggie :(

hate being like this

but now

I have a few besties that accompany me :)

so happy with them

FOLLOW ME @StefaniHuang :D

gonna write a lot on you :P

New BFF

2009-12-26T21:55:00.000-08:00

heyy bloggie

I wanna introduce you my new BFF =D

little bb 9700 :P
ahhaha

and please add my BBM 217413B1

okay ?? :)))

thanks

pleasure to write on you bloggie

gotta go..

xoxo...

happy after test =D , with high heel fever

2009-12-23T07:32:00.001-08:00

yeahhhhhh

nice too see you bloggie :)

long time no see

and I'm going to often update on youu...

after test , the freedom air is coming to me =D

now I'm crazy with nail art..

wonder how to make that kind of nail.. ==

and I feel happy to be in gym often this month =D

since there are a lot of test, there are a lot of time for me to having an exercise =D

but I feel fatter now ><
I can't control my mouth to not to eat fatty food :P

but I will try my best, to destroy this fatty buddies in my body =D

just pretend that they are my buddies, so It will easiy gone.. =D

and my goal for this end of month are :

- wanna have 55kg for my body weight
- make up class :)
- forget him
- making a lot of cookies even I didn't celebrate christmas =D
- new handphone
- new higheel

I wish my life like this picture

make sense isn't it?? since I'm single :))

feel happy

but lonely as well

New SOngs =D New life

2009-12-01T08:00:00.000-08:00

New song in my blog, change my life

now I'm going to rest for a week at the gym , and I doon't know what should I do today :(((

lot of assignment makes me headache

ARGH

say

****

*******

****

TO ASSIGNMENT

Run out of credit of mobile phone

how can I live without mobile phone ?? :(((

Love love song

2009-11-30T06:33:00.001-08:00

I don't know why
I love to listen this song
even my love situation aren't like the lyric song
hahaha

I like this quotes

" Pernah kumencintaimu, tapi tak begini ~ "

that one is my favourite

even I seldom like Anang song ==

but I love this one

see yaa later bloggie

I need to hurry

a lot assignment waiting for me

new picture

2009-11-29T08:00:00.001-08:00

SO happy
but actually I'm so lazy to update my blog
so lazyyyyyyyyy
gonna sleep
and offline until ......

dunno

ciaooo

nitez

very tired and feel so .....

2009-11-27T07:25:00.000-08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaa
yesterday, I felt my body like struck down by 50lbs Barbell
very heavy, I even can't carrry even the 4lbs one...
how weak I was, yesterday
Even I didn't have mood to talking
I felt , I was the weakest person in the gym
should I come there tommorow??
what do you think ?? :)
I really wanna join cooking class
but I don't have any time for it :((
wanna study to make some swiss roll

wanna study, to bake that ckae
I don't care

I must good at bake that swiss roll

Whatever the risk

but I'm glad :))
because ...
secret ok?? =p
hahaha

Sick as well but can't leave computer

2009-11-23T20:22:00.000-08:00

today, I'm sick, but I don't know why I can play on my notebook
because I have a nice internet connection today
so, I'm so glad today
now I'm ready to updated my blog
bloggie miss u :(
too busy for fitness and school, drive me crazy
but Gym is more fun, than school offcourse, myabe more fun that online huh??
ahahaha

I wanna update a new picture in my facebook

wait my next updates, ok?? :)

ew TT

2009-11-13T07:32:00.001-08:00

Hello bloggie
I feel awful to my speedy, yea my ISP, they are so slow in service their customer ==
maybe they got too much customer huh??? until they re busy to seervice their custormer which have broken connection??

JEEZ...

OMG, my mothe rtold me I must have tuition in Kamarul =(
I'm afraid get hit by that teacher?? will he hit me??
maybe I wouldn't be hit, if i study well and properly like pluz student =D

now I have an EAP class
actually I feel dizzy when I study it, ahhaha

even I have a great teacher which have a great style of fashion, looks like she is very fashionable, with her punk + feminime style with nice high heel

now , I have attended gym at Cambridge, which called Mylife GYm & Spa, with a personal trainer, its quite fun, but tired, make ur body feel litttle bit hurt, ahahha but no prob, for nice body and slim one, I would do anything as I can =)

Please follow my twitter guys, twitter.com/StefaniHuang

thanks :)

tired for school

2009-10-13T02:01:00.000-07:00

Bloggie.
I'm so tired this few days
even I slept for a very early..
I'm so tired.. veryyy tired...
I wanna sleep...

and actually I'm very tired for study at my school
they keep made student stress..
Whenever...
I don't know why, they said the school is the best and the most famous in medan...

seems they just make student stress with their hard and difficult subject...

spirit blog is back..:))

2009-10-04T07:54:00.000-07:00

As my promise , I'm gonna update my blog again.. :))
you see...
now I'm inspired to be a pasttisrie..:))

I'm have a big passion in cooking and pastry now..:))
but I'm confused , I'm rather choose hospitality management or pastry??:((

I really wanna make this

this

i wonder.. how they made it..=o

my favourite creature..:))
dog..
when I can make this?? maybe.. someday..:))

very fresh strawberry.. look fake but its real strawberry :) ♡

make me love pink and strawberry...

yummy cakes..

french chocolate

great shape of chocolate :D

when I'm professional, I'm gonna bake these

pineapple danish....:(

cake with pink dots..:)

they make it without flour.. I wonder how =o

great shape :D

L’eclair moka

this one is my favourite , looks great

offline

2009-09-29T02:49:00.000-07:00

offline for blog until october..

spirit for blogging gonna back

2009-09-05T22:12:00.000-07:00

bloggie..

long tome I didn't visit and write you...

I miss you soooooooooooo much... ><

everyday I feel sleepy...
i'm so lazy to online bloggie...

yesterday my mother bought me a new oven...
I'm so happy..=)

and I gonna bake a lot of cakes...

ofcoure I will bake my favourite..
cupcakes...=D

I guess my blogging spirit is really back..
I gonna but some ingridients in supermarket...
wait for I'm baking cupcakes okay?? =D

see yaaaaaaa...=)

Holiday, new house, eat, and wateva

2009-08-19T01:10:00.000-07:00

Bloggie.......

miss u so muchhhh...

hhehe...

now I'm uploading nwe pic fot the last blog

eat and seek a new house...

here's the pic

I'm lazy to take a pic from infront.. ahhaah

ready to open the menu...

well..

this is the restaurant....

and few pics when I'm holiday to Brastagi

hihihi

first step from home.. to brastagi...=D

hihi..

so dirty isnt it?? he hasn't have his bath..=(

so crowded..><

OMigosh...

narsis at Hill PArk...

wkwkwk

and I wanna have a ride with roller coaster..

but I think there is something broken..

so I don't dare to have a ride with it...

New House..

2009-08-15T22:12:00.000-07:00

Bloggie...=D

yesterday I went to De piazza to seek a new house.. but I;m forget to take the pic..

and I went to kalasan near medan plaza for lunch too..

and pics later.. ok??

too lazy to upload.. hahahah

Rain, Eat, Cat.. =D

2009-08-14T03:05:00.000-07:00

bloggie...
today alot of thing that I have done..
and because today I accompany my mom and my aunt to see new project house, and meet the developer...
I forgot to take some pictures at there...

and before we go at the builder house project, we go to eat Ayam penyet at Glugur...

soorry.. bad picture..

because After I have eaten a spoon of it, I had just realise that I haven't take the picture...

and Drink a bottle of fruit tea

mmm... Yummy... hihihi...

and meet this little cutie... which is starving and its meow meow with us to require some food

I can't stand a cute things require me some food or else.. dogs and cats are required, and make me can't stand to not give them food
and sometimes I feel angry

with this annoying traffic jam, with people who are impassion, just never care with another

when the traffic jam, I took this picture of advertising...

I wanna buy this Cellphone for facebook and internet...

and today, we got a big storm... hwew... I wanna take few picture with the tree falls, and a lot of rains.. but it's so hard for me..

And I just get this one...

oh gosh... because of te storm... the flower board is fell down to the road

TEst

2009-08-12T21:01:00.001-07:00

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??

it's so hard to get 100 for me??
hwew...

I have just penitent and I wanna be a diligent student without cheat at the test...

but why it's so hard to get 100 score..

And I wanna have a good score for my Math and physics ..
Im weak with that subjects

my goals
Maths and Physics Above 75 (for 1 st semester)
all subjects above 90
hope I can pass it...

have a 1st rank at ACM

see yaa bloggie

My niece is sick..=(

2009-08-12T04:54:00.001-07:00

oh dear.....

how come my niece..

she had come to this world for not a long time..

but why she is sick..=(

she is breed from SHitZU and Pekingnese

This one is her mother... but she is bald now..=( because my auntie cut it...

even her mother, have so worried face.. but seem still show her cute..

and today I have a instant noodle lunch, that my parents bought that from HongKong...
it's a little bit spicy..
but it's delicious with meat...

mmm... yummy
well, I change the seasonings with ROyco..
because I don't like the flavour of the original noodle one...
it's so salty...

look at the pic..
the is seasoning, oil, royco, and a pack of meat ( seldoms right instan noodle have a pack of meat like that.. =p just available at this one..)

Crazy Test

2009-08-11T02:46:00.000-07:00

Wad d hell

the test is so hard...

Ihope I don't need to call my parents to come to school because of this...

geez...

because I want to study hard...

and I want to move from this crazy school...

I wanna move to Prime one..

this is my wish from last year...

mother said that I can;t move at junior high school the third year...

she said it's almost graduation... before u move, u must take a diploma from Sutomo..
so Im waiting for that time..

and mother said , I must have a good marks to move to that school...

hope I don't late to improve my mark...

and today I gone to Carrefour..

mother bought some aloe vera for juice...

hmm.......

yummy...

and today I'm gonna make some homemade chocolates...

picture later yeaaa....

this the picture when I'm shopping...

actually I wanna take more picture..

but I feel embaressed If someone looking at me ,

hahahhaa

From Becky

Rules
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Stefani
2. A four Letter Word: Save
3. A boy's Name: Steven
4. A girl's Name: Shaline
5. An occupation: ?? ( I haven't think it =p)
6. A color: ?? I dont think there is a color start with B
7. Something you wear: scarf
8. A food: Sushi...
9. Something found in the bathroom: Soap
10. A place: Sushi TEI
11. A reason for being late: See own face on mirror and make up...xP
12. Something you shout: SH*T
13. A movie title: ??
14. Something you drink: ??
15. A musical group: ??
16. An animal: Jln SUdirman
18. A type of car: ??
19. A song title: Say that u love me
20. A verb: say

see yaa later bloggie

shopping..=D and cooking

2009-08-08T04:41:00.001-07:00

bloggie...

yesterday I went to SUn plaza , and go to the Beauty section to bought all this things...
I love all of them...

geez... cool and match with my skin....♥
last time I bought the wrong foundation code...=(

it's too dark,,

I feel my skin so drk everytime I wore them...

this eyeliner I think the best of the best...=D

I can't feel hurt or anything...

hahhaha

shape like a pen..

make me easier to use it...

classic is my style..
I love it...

this eyeshadow match with every clothes that I wear...

last time it fell from my table..

and its smashed..=(

and today..

I had made some cream soup....

Yummy..........

I hope I can be a good housewife.......

when I'm adult later......

and great cooker

here 's the picture

I'm put some fried siomay at the center of the soup..

xP

Narsis at school

2009-08-07T05:32:00.000-07:00

bloggie...
I'm i mood right now...

and

I take a lot of picture at school...

and here it is

hahahahha

close my face... xD....

I'm to shy...=">
this one... my friend so pretty...

but why I;m so ugly??=(
study until confused huh???

narsis" at school using mobile phone... xP

still close my face...=p

to shy...=(

OMG...
my homework...

I forget to do it..=D

but its ok..=p
later..

my table get messy n messy

and I take a picture whren Sound drill lesson...wqwqwqwqw...

here it is

haix... miss...=p

don't be too serious ...
ok???

ahahahah

and yesterday I forget to upload my photo because of my mood...

and I take my preparation on music lesson

I take this when Sir Retno didn't recognize it...=p

hahahha

and I forget to rotate it..

this is my homework...=(

extraculliculer make me crazy...

nyahahahhaha..

Dissapointment

2009-08-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

am I have done something wr0ng to u??

if that's true.. I'm terribly sorry..

but please don't be like that to me..

I feel weird now with u....

everytime I wtite something, ussually someone will comment about it...

am I wrong if I comment someone???

what kind of rules of that...

geez...

so many prob;em... included problem with rudy...

what the hell with this teacher....

he didn't allow me to enter and study in the class...

just because of my hair?!

geez.. I'm not in mood writing blog...

sorry bloggie....

Dyed hair

2009-08-02T05:05:00.000-07:00

bloggie..

today I dyed my hair fot the third time
first time is burgundy brown, the 2nd one burgundy brown too.. because I think the colour idin't match perfectly in my hair...
but all my friends said it's too blond...

I even very hard to hide it from BP , every time I saw them, I ran as fast I can... OMG...

I didn;t enjoy my life..

so I dyed once again, using Black Violet color, it's get a little better now...

but I dont know how my friends will comment me...

hahahahha

this is the picture...

front

side

back

today, I'm became a driver... geez...

driving make me tired

and when I went to the restaurant, so crowded...

==

STudy STudy Study

2009-08-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

hwew...

today I came to school for VOs, and my friend , Andry, he is the leader, he is explained to all member of VOS , what's mean of VOS, but I dunno why, he wrote on his status on facebook, he is one of VOS member at the plus class...

who could it be????

and after that, I went home, and at 1.pm I went to private course near school,
geez... full of math... , I headache saw it...

TT

and when the end of the course... there 's some problems with POCET with my friend , but I shoul secret this problem, I don't want my friends get angry with me...

before end of the course, my friend took some photo with me...

here it is...

ten supermodel

2009-07-31T04:07:00.000-07:00

Wad de hell...

suddenly I have become a lazy student... geez...

for tommorow, I must be a dilligent one...

by the way, I have seen aplaus, and seen a lot of SUpermodels

they are top ten models ine world...
I wish I can be like them...=(

1.AGYNESS DEYN
2.CAroline Trentini

3. COco Rocha

4.Giselle Bundchens

5. Lara STone

6.Kate Moss

7. Sasha pivovarova

8. Natalia Vodianova

9.Raquel Zimmerman

10. Naomi Campbell

new style

2009-07-25T22:21:00.000-07:00

oh dear.. I'm writing blog when I'm sick with a headache,cough, and flu...
what happen to me??

it's almost a week I'm have this sickness...h elp me plz...=(

when I'm browsing , I 've taken some pictures fom facebbok and go girl web
here it is

Oh dear... she's so perfect...=X I wish I can be like her...=(

nice pose huh...

trying to be the best, is it wrong?? =(

this makes me crazy..==

and have a little browsing I have realised that, now it's trend clothing by using zips... what a impressive idea and trends...
coool and it's amzing... I wish can search some shoes inthe picture...=(
look at the precious boots inthe picture...
I wish I can Have one of them
seen...
most of my boots, they until reach my knee...

I hope I can have a boots that reach until half of my thigh

with a precious flats... hwe hwe...==

Hair clips and love story

2009-07-24T07:21:00.000-07:00

Today I'm going to TP for shoping, buying a new hair clips.. xD at princess shop

here's the picture

trying to wear the hair clips hahahaha

so Narsis , am I?? =p

for today, I found some story, that from Suriany Icsien facebook

here's it...

LOVE STORY

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year,
when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over,
I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers,
but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only,
but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him,
maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us,
there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days…
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared,
like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning,
I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning,
he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house.
Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…

Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground.
He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.
He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that…
I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…
as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell…
Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang.
It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…
And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side,
protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is?
I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll,
I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.

DOggie..=)

2009-07-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

almost forg0t..

hahahha

I need to put my luphly dog

here's picture of Bready...

he's afraid of flash.. I think..

very time I take his picture, it.s turn his head...
but that's doesnt be a problem..=)

your face pleASe..=(

finally I got it..=)

but it's hwen he is sleep..=(

no rpob...

that's all..

see yaa blogg...

ahahahha

After holiday. course coming..=(

2009-07-21T07:45:00.000-07:00

Last sunday, I went to Green Hill ( my villa ) haix.. actually I didn't enjoy this.. I'm really boring theme park and with a messy fruit market.. but I'm enjoyed when at the market.. because I'm Ngidam with Terong Belanda, and I bought it few kilograms .. hahahha
yesterday I go to Kabanjahe too..

I dunno what bussiness with my father at there.. he have order for fertilizer... even I'm saw the detail of the fertilizer, I don't understand all of them.. here's the picture...\

if I read it, I will feel dizzy..@,@

and I have taken some picture in Kabanjahe.. when I'm waiting for my father..=(
oh dear.. I really want to join photography class...
but I didn't have any a good camera..

here's picture in Kabanjahe..

who's car is it??=0 hahaha.. when I take it, suddenly The car is appeared...

and I take a photograph at Bupati office at kabanjahe..

maybe I'm too Kurang kerjaan hahhaha xD

and after that , we are going to Groceries near Kabanjahe..

my mother has bought a lot of orange , terong belanda, Marquisa..hahahha

after weekend..

School come back..=(

and after school, my mother accompany me to Australian centre for tudying english..

I get Intermediate 3D after testing..=)

I'm forget what's my teacher's name at there... xD

here's the picture of the book...

and that's all my post..

see yaa later soon bloggie..=)

update blog

2009-07-19T00:37:00.000-07:00

bloggie..

long time didn't update u..=(

so boring that's why I;m lazy to update..

I'm busy updating fb..hahahha

then I browsing some blogs
and found some question that I'm copy from Meggie Chitra blog

here is it...

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
step, tep,stefani,atep

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
NONE

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
eat
drink
facebook
listen to music

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
listening to the music
get a message from him
chatting
have a photoshoot

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
annie..=( my dog.. she's gone..huaaaaaa
him..=)
none
none

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
I just want his love..

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
learn english and japanese
fb-fs
listen and download music
have a nice cup of tea

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
Bali
Autralia
Europe
Korea

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
pink lady
summer dream
snow white
mango juice..=)

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
cellphone
walet
lipgloss
mirror with a foundation

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
pink
purple
white
sky blue

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
sun
mf
xxi
QQ

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
parents
siblingsfriends which support me
him

TOP FOUR ASIAN ACTORS:
lee min ho
Oguri SHun
Kim BUm
Hyun Joong

FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
My laptop
message from him
my cellphone
none

FOUR FAVOURITE "UNUSUAL" SONGS:
Paradise by T-max
making a lover by ss501
wish by arashi
flavour of life by utada hikaru

FOUR EVENTS YOU WILL NEVER FORGET:
when he say love to me
when Im get something sucess
too many ><

FOUR THINGS YOU OFTEN DID WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
crying
annoy somebody..=p
be a rude girl..
playing alep..=p

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANT TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
him
tine
kat
-

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
b0ring
need something to update blog
too lazy too clean room
because I want enjoy playing fb before I'm going to brastagi

admiring model..:)

2009-07-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

So cool this model... wish I can like her...

she is Gisele Caroline Bündche

she is so perfect supermodel...

According to Forbes, she is the highest-paid model in the world, a title she has held since 2001, and also the sixteenth richest woman in the entertainment world,with an estimated $150 million fortune. She is also listed on Guinness Book of World Records as the world's richest supermodel and has appeared on over 600 magazine covers, more than any other model.

I'm so admiring her... I wish I can success like her...

tired after photoshoot..

2009-07-08T05:42:00.000-07:00

today I have a photoshoot at johanes photography..

after finished photoshoot.. feel tired

not very good at pose..

I think I will have a bad photo....

so sad......

soon I will see the result...

can't sleep

2009-07-07T12:02:00.000-07:00

I can't sleep...

so I'm browsing with my precious notebook.....while I'm listening to Michael Jackson's song that title "billie JEan"

and I'm found some blogs..

which anthony susanto one

100 funny question

1. Real Name : Stefani Wibowo
2.Nickname(s) : Stef,STep,tep,Atep,tetep,
3.Age : 14
4.Height : 168
5.Weight : 57
6.Spec or contact lens : contact lense
7.Horoscope : Taurus
8.Male or Female : Female
9.Tv or Games : TV
10.Primary School : Sutomo 1
11.Secondary School : Sutomo 1
12.Poly or Jc : none
13.University : later
14.Hair colour : black mix brown
15.Long or short hair : long
16.Loud or Quiet : Loud
17.Sweats or Jeans : jeans
18.Phone or camera : Phone
19.Health Freak : yes
20.Drink or smoke : drink
21.Have a crush on someone ? : yes
22.Eat or drink ? : drink
23.Piercing(s) : no
24.Tattoos : no
25.Social or anti-social : social
26.First Relationship : secret
27.First best friend : Cherry Leono
48.Wealthy or happiness : both
49.Want to get married ? : 26
50.Want kids ? : later after I'm married
51.Careers in mind : professional model
52.Fight before ? : yes
53.Most regret of : bad sociality and bad behaviors of myself
54.Talented in : modelling, cooking
55.Weak in ? : relationship
56.Romantic or spontaneous ? : romantic
57.Lip or eyes ? : lip
58.Nice stomach or nice arms ? : stomach
59.Shorter or Taller ? : taller
60.Protective or Caring : both
61.Hook-up or Relationships : relationships
62.Troublemaker or hesitant : troublemaker
63.Lost glasses or contacts : glasses
64.Ran away from home : never
65.Held a gun/knife for self defense : none of them
66.Killed somebody : Im not a criminal
67.Broken someone's heart : yes
68.Been arrested : never
69.Cried when someone died : yes
70.Missed someone a lot a lot : yes
71.Believe in Yourself : always
72.Believe in Miracles : yes
73.Love at first sight : yes
74.Heaven or Hell : heaven
75.Santa Claus : just in my dream
76.Cartoon or anime : cartoon
77.Tooth Fairy : maybe
78.Kiss in th first date : never
79.Afraid of death : of course
80.Handsome or cute : cute
81.Pretty or cute : cute
82.Reality or dream : both
83.Is there a person you want to be with now ? : yes
84.Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now ?: no
85.Do you believe in fate ? : yes
86.Do you believe in everlasting love ? : no
87.Do you believe in god ? : yes
88.How often do you lie ? : sometimes
89.Do you respect elders ? : seldom
90.Are you a good kid ? : not really XD
91.Do you like your family ? : yes
92.Do you like your friends ? : few
93.Are you greedy ? : not sure
94.What do you want now ? : have a good career in model
95.What will you wish for ? : wish I can have a really happy family
96.A truth to first person ? : mom
97.A truth to second person ? : me
98.A truth to third person ? : friends
99.Do you even trust yourself ? : yes
100.post as 100th truth tag 10 person

Photoshoot

2009-07-07T10:14:00.000-07:00

bloggie.

today someone offer me to have a photoshoot

hope I can have a nice pose for the photoshoot.

because I want it to be a good picture...

i must have a good sleep..

to have a fresh face for a photoshoot

and just wait for the result photo..

say gudnite to you bloggie..

wish me luck and have a nice sleep

driving license ph0to sho0t

2009-06-23T09:36:00.000-07:00

T0day...

I'm have been waiting for about an hour...

at Adinegoro police station ..

for my driving license...

I feel to little..=p

coz..

maybe I'm the youngest that who is having a photo shoot for my driving license today..

hahahaha...

XD

hope they dunno about this..

okay...

say goodbye 2 u bloggie..=)

last training

2009-06-22T08:01:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday I went to MS for practising...

but this time I felt so hot...
coz there's no aircond at there...
I can't stand it...

and my body get bintik bintik merah coz of allergy or what I don't know..
so I decided to stop training at Ms...

So..

say goodbye to MS... TT

Today...

I went to TP..=D

and I have bought 2 pairs of shoes......

so happy..=)

The high heels is so elegant...I love it... I think the heel is about 12cm...

and I have bought that black shoes for my school this year......

I can't wait to start study again....

at junior high school the third year...=D

so because I decided to sop from MS..

maybe I can start it again at SIS Production...

hope that's better than Ms...

2009-06-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

Bloggie..=)

tommorow I willl go to MS again..=)

I hope my catwalk sill good and get better and better...

coz long time I didn't study it...

hahha....

maybe today I jus write for a little bit...

I'm not mood to write my day at bloggie...@,@

haixx....

sorry bloggie..=(

No final in Indonesia

2009-06-18T09:29:00.000-07:00

Sorry bloggie..=)

I haven't see you for this view days...

I'm too lazy to open my notebook..=9

hahax...

I'm too crazy to watch this movie...

Hana yori Dango ( Boys Before FLowers Japanese Version)

After I watch the korean one, I'm later remeber that I had Japanese one..

this makes me wants to watch it again...x.x

but.......

why the final one didn't released in indonesia?? =(

I can't watch it...........

if released maybe it will take 2-3 years to get watch in Tv...

haiz.......

I can't wait that long....

Tommorow..=)

2009-06-13T06:48:00.000-07:00

Today...

fausta ( my fren ) send me a SMS that she told me to come to MS at 11 am...

oh bloggie...

MS...

wait 4 me...

Maybe I will crazy with MS huh..=p

hahahx...

and...

I will....retired from mig33

I love to play it...

but...

longer....

it makes me feel boring to play it....

so say gudbye mig33

hopes fter I'm retired from mig33...

good things will happen... =)

coz this is the 6 times I want to stop play mig33...=p

but I can't

so I hope this time I can sop it..=)

sorry bloggie..=(

I didn't open you for a view days....

coz I'm crazy watch this drama...

so cute...

Starring

Koo hye sun as Geum Jan Di
Lee min ho as Gu jun pyo
Kim hyuun Joong as Yoon JI hoo
Kim bum as So Yi Jung
Kim Joon as S0ng wo Bin
Kim so eun as Chu ga eul

I'm crazy with this film right now...

even I'm watching for 4-5 times..

look at this picture...

f4 so cute and have a nice charisma...

especially Gu Jun Pyo, Yoon Ji ho and So Yi jung

Gu Jun Pyo

he is the cutest from all leader at f4 ,even from Tao mig Se n domyoji tsukasa...

Yoon Ji Hoo
seems.. that Japanese one, which his name is Hanazawa RUi is cuter than this one..but if compared with Hua Ce Lei... I think...
Ji hoo is cuter...

hahaha xD

So Yi Jung

I think... this one is the cutest from all f4 , even from Japanese, Korean and Taiwanese one...
no one is cuter than him at f4..=p

LOVE and
Stefani Huang

He hasn't come

2009-06-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

coz the teacher of MS production is has'nt come back from Jakarta...

I still can't get back to modelling

so long to wait Sharman comeback...

I'm crazily in modelling now...

I can't wait to be a model again

this day..

my mood is not very good

I dunno why....

is this because of modelling??

so sadddd....................

or just because today is very hot.........

haixxx.............

No idea with that book

2009-06-03T09:49:00.000-07:00

SO sad...

almost half days I searched for some book..=(

but I can't found it...

bloggie...
what should I do..=(

I dunno , where I could find these book...

god help me please.TT

someone can lend me this book??

if anyone have it..=(

wish me luck

2009-06-03T09:41:00.000-07:00

wish me luck =)

the second time I wanna study modelling

wkt smp1 bel model bx.. tp g gt bgz jdny..

I have got a SMS from someone

so happy ou.
But I can't get happy first

But I can't get happy for a while

remedials wait for me if I didn't pass my test

I hope I can get pass and hurry up to grade 9

new class , meet new friends and old friends...

I can't waittt...

gonna everyday meet someone after this holiday

Finally...

I can start my school in the morning...

After I'm waiting for two years .. from grade 7 and 8